This Protector System Works for me and it is Inexpensive

Jock Photos from International Jock

Wearing a ball trap chastity device has been very difficult for me which is why I now wear the Carrara Male Protection System Steel Belt.  I never seemed to be able to wear the CB3K, CB6K or the Mr. S. Chastity Cage for longer than three days.  By that time my balls were sore and my scrotal skin roughed up. 

So I dug out my cup jockstrap and began wearing it. It after all was invented for male protection. I wanted chastity so I didn't need to have a lock on it. The cup jock was a constant reminder that I was protected and gave a nice bulge in my pants. I wore it to bed so my hands could not stray during sleep. 

I recommend this system as needed or as a great inexpensive way to begin serious chastity work. 

I prefer to first put on a thong or jock to hold my cocklet nice and tight. Then I put on the cup and another jock to hold it in place. You can use a regular jockstrap or a cup supporter. 

Now if you want to take it a step further  to keep from touching you cocklet, 

when ready to shower leave your thong on.  Soap and wash your groin keeping your hands outside the thong.  Rise. Remove the thong. Rise again. Pat dry and put on a clean thong followed by your cup and jock.  You can do all of this with touching your cocklet. Remember no stroking. 

Master Chirenon Creates a Photo-Story about my blog

Master Chirenon my chastity master created a link from his blog to mine. It was his idea and encouragement that made this blog possible. I am grateful to him for getting me started and providing expertise. Thanks to him I am enjoying this blogging  and hope that others will find it helpful. 

Here is a link back to his blog and this posting. Once you are there take some time and explore all the wonderful and creative photo-stories.  His trails leads this way...... While you are there you can read the comments too!

Self Hypnosis Helps on the Chastity Trail

I was measured and my order was placed for my Carrara Male Protector. All I had to do was wait and anticipate. I remembered a hypnosis script I had read on the altarboy website.  I went back to the site and found the script. I rewrote it for me, recorded it for listening to from time to time. Below is that script along with some pics that I collected to inspire me.

This type of "self-hypnosis" or affirmation work helps to prepare one for the protector. It also was stimulating and way to enforce my desire to be protected in a full chastity belt.

Tongass Get Serious About Chastity: Journal Notes March 2009 page 1

Here are some journal entries beginning in March 2009 which tell about my first serious attempt with enforced chastity. 

Although I enjoyed the feeling and the increased energy of wearing a male protector I found that physically it was very difficult for me.  My scrotal skin would become raw and my trapped balls became very sore. I tried a couple of different protectors and kept adjusting them but I was just unable to make it work for me no matter how hard I tried.  

I finally decided if I wanted male chastity device that I was going to have to save for a metal belt. I began my savings program. Luckily I saw the following announcement on the Mr. S Website: 

In November of 2009 I was measured for my belt which finally arrived in March of 2010. This is what my belt looks like:  Photos are taken from the Carrara Designs Website.

Here are some other pictures from the website and www.coolpictures.nl which are presented here within the guidelines of of the owner. For more details please check here. 

The Beginning of my Chastity Trail with Tongass Overviews

My first exposure to the idea of modern day chastity was in the early 1990's. I had just recently come out as a gay man and was exploring the world of kink in San Francisco. While attending a "Kink Fair" I saw my first man in a full metal chastity belt. It turned out he was a friend of the person with whom I was at the fair with so we talked some as he explained this chastised condition.I was fascinated by the belt and wanted to touch it. The man looked beautiful in the belt. The idea of enforced locked chastity was erotic for me. Here is a picture of the type of belt I saw.

Many years later about 2005 I discovered Altairboy's Chastity Belt Website. At that time the site was filled with many pictures, reviews of devices, and fictional stories. As my form of erotic stimulation is reading and letting my imagination run wild, I quickly read through the man to man enforced chastity stories. I checked back often hoping for new stories. This began my Chastity Trail. 


This new interest in chastity caused me to search the net for additional information and I found more and more information. My fantasies involved enforced chastity for me and my enforcing chastity on others. At the time I was in an intense Daddy-Boy relationship. As our relationship developed I desired to have my boy only share his orgasmic energy with me. Like a good Daddy I shaved his crotch and kept him smooth and I kept telling him how much I wanted to be present at every orgasm. Knowing that he could not control himself, I began implanting the idea of a chastity device.  My good boy surprised me on my birthday with a chastity device (CB3K). I put it on him for the rest of the weekend but after a few more days it became obvious that although he was willing it wasn't working out for him.

After several weeks I retrieved my gift and brought it home. Then it happened. I put it on and loved the way it made my cock feel. I like the idea of being locked-up. My play continued on and off for a couple of years. I would wear it for short periods of time but never for very long, but now desired enforced chastity.

From my point of view this is where the Cosmic Energy Trail is activated. I think that many men come to desire chastity in a manner similar to me. Let me explain. Energy flows through the body naturally. This life force energy takes many subtle forms that various effects on the person. Energy is energy but how that energy is utilized has different effects. For me reading and fantasizing about chastity began to build and strengthen certain circuits that brought me pleasure. Perhaps the desire for chastity had been "hard wired" in me from birth or an early age and this new energy just followed those paths and reinforced them. Or perhaps these circuits were developed by my fantasies and creativity. In either case the result was that I more and more desired enforced chastity through the wearing of devices or what is also called "male protectors." Not only did I want but I like wearing them.

Like many men on the Chastity Trail I began experimenting with various devices. Because of my male anatomy --small tightly hung balls with short cords-- I had difficult wearing any device for more than a few days. It was during this phase that I also became a key holder for a couple of men in person and a few on-line. I enjoyed this role but I also knew I wanted to be protected myself.

I discovered the Carrara Chastity Belts on line and my journey continued....

The Four Trails

This blog will be organized as if one was out hiking in nature. Each trail will have its own focus, but all trails will interwind, cross and crisscross and interconnect.

Spirit Trail - will wander into the wilderness of spirituality

Cosmic Trail - will meander into the world of subtle energy

The Chastity Trail - will trace the route of Chastity and how it influences the other trails

Tongass Trail - will stop at trail overviews for reflection on my personal journey

I already have a great deal of written material that I would like to share with you.  Getting it organized is big deal. If I spent time organizing it, the blog would never get published. Therefore, I am going to begin as any hiker -- picking a trail and putting one foot in front of the other and setting out. Grab you water bottle and join me.  Here goes.....

Let's Begin at the Very Beginning

Greetings,

I have been on a spiritual path all by life that has been open to all traditions and types of spirituality. Many teachers have shared many wonderful things with me in person or through the written word for which I am ever grateful.  From these teachers and personal experiences I have developed a personal spirituality that is deeply rooted in the natural world. This is so much a part of me that it would be impossible for me to create this blog without "my spirituality" showing through. What I present here is my own personal interpretation of various teachings viewed through my spiritual basis.

The study of subtle energy as explored through many traditions is important to me. Let me state here at the beginning that I am not a person who easily or naturally senses or works with these subtle energy forms of the human body or of the Earth. I know they exist through personal experience. I am getting better and better at this type of energy work but I still consider myself a beginner.  One of the reasons for doing this blog is help me progress in this sensitivity.

For me there is a connection between energy and spirit that other people will not agree with.  Energy and Spirit fill my cosmos in ways that seem very interconnected at least.

I also can say that I have been on what is called "the left hand approach to spirituality." The left hand path is a path that very much includes sexuality, sexual activity, love and compassion.  My particular path is man with man sexuality within polyamorous relationships.  Currently I am exploring chastity while on this path.