The Four Trails that wind through this blog.
Cosmic Trail - will meander into the worldof subtle energy
The Chastity Trail - will trace the route of Chastity and how it influences the other trails
Tongass Trail - will stop at trail overviews for reflection on my personal journey
Because of the intertwining of the Four Trail and the way that information is added, it might be best to begin reading from the end and working forward. You can also use the index to the right to find various topics of interest. Please remember to make comments and ask your questions.
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
I was sufficiently rattled by the huge amounts of unhappiness generated in the meeting with my CEO (on both sides of the table) that when I got home, I downed a GABA tablet and placed myself into our boy's hands for a wonderful Joe Kramer/Body Electric style massage for two hours.
During the massage, I felt a surge of body energy and a weird glowing warmth seemed to pass through my brain...and I Had A Moment, realizing "Well, if my CEO won't train me in VMware, then fuck him, I'll train my own goddamn self. I'm getting a raise, I'll use it to purchase suitable equipment for a home VMware installation. I have access to NFR VMware licenses, so that won't cost anything..."
And my body gave this little shudder...and suddenly I was completely relaxed.
Perhaps I'd underestimated just how tense I'd become over not knowing VMware better and/or trying to pass the VCP5 test. (Ya think?) Also, over my self-imposed dependence upon work to educate myself.