The Four Trails that wind through this blog.

This blog will be organized as if one was out hiking in nature. Each trail will have its own focus, but all trails will interwind, cross and crisscross and interconnect.

Spirit Trail - will wander into the wilderness of spirituality

Cosmic Trail - will meander into the worldof subtle energy

The Chastity Trail - will trace the route of Chastity and how it influences the other trails

Tongass Trail - will stop at trail overviews for reflection on my personal journey

Because of the intertwining of the Four Trail and the way that information is added, it might be best to begin reading from the end and working forward. You can also use the index to the right to find various topics of interest. Please remember to make comments and ask your questions.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Almost Always Thinking of my Master




Making the transition to “boy mind space” for me has been an interesting journey that continues every day.  One of the “new” aspects of this boy space is how I am almost always thinking of my Master. He comes to mind so many times during the day for so many reasons.

First there is the base fact that he is my Master and therefore I just think about him as anyone thinks about their spouse and friends throughout the day.

Second there is the collar that is always around my neck complete with collar.

         Seeing it reflected in the mirror
         Feeling the weight of it around my neck
         Hearing the sound of it when I move around
         Seeing other people looking at it and wondering
         Holding it when I am sleeping on my side
         Pride in being collared

Third there are the chastity protectors  
         Building Energy in the body
         Feeling horny all the time
         Constriction of the belt around my waist
         Walking differently
         Sitting differently
         Trapped penis in tube wanting to get out

Fourth I use passwords that speak of my boyhood. So probably 50 times a day I am forced to type that fact that I am a boy and Mr. Allan is my Master.
        
With all of this going on, “Is there any way not to almost always thinking about Mr. Allan?”

I am so glad and happy that I have a Master and it is Mr. Allan and that I am almost always thinking about him. 

(Don’t you wish you were collared, physically chastised, and had such a wonderful Master?)

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  1. AnonymousNovember 10, 2012 at 3:18 AM

    I really enjoied this. Very poetic, insightful.

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